I am very sorry I did not write for such a long time. But I am spending a lot of time with my new friend. Her name is Carmen and she is a lesbian.
I have no idea how a girl could do without guys but somehow she seems to get along with it pretty well.
Carmen and me spend a lot of time together. I guess I don’t need to tell any more details. You just use your imagination.
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You may wonder what happened next. I will tell you.
Next day I meet with my best friend Gaby. I told her what I did the day before and she got very excited. I explained her what the boy did to me and how great it did feel. I wanted to feel the boys finger again but that would not be possible for some days. Gaby asked my if I ever touched myself at that special place. I never did. For me that was a very strange idea. But Gaby told me she would do it almost every night and how wonderful it would feel. I could not believe my ears but at night in bed I gave it a try.
I started playing with myself and soon I got wet. Carefully I slipped a finger into me like the boy did. That was so great and I got a very strange feeling. Slowly I found out which places to touch to give me that special feeling. My finger was now completly inside me when I suddenly got the very first orgasm in my life. I could not understand what happened to me and I almost screamed. But I pressed my head in the pillow.
That’s how it was. The first time I satisfied myself. It was great and I still do it in lonely nights.
I think maybe my first blog entry should be about my first experience with boys.
I remember I was totaly in love with a boy from my school who was older then me and one day he ask me if I would like the spend the evening at his home to watch movies because his parents would not be home and we should use the big tv and the latest DVDs.
While watching movies he started touching me. First my arms then my hair and so on. He was very kind telling me how beautiful I was and stuff like that.
I liked the way he touched me and as he started to slip his hand under my shirt I did not refuse him. He started to play with my nipples because at that time my breasts were still too small for me to wear a bra. I did not say a word just let him do whatever he wanted to do. I wasn’t sure what was going on but I loved it. Later on he opened my pants and put his hand there. He started fingering me. That made me very excited and I got very wet. But I did not have an orgasm that evening. Maybe I would have but his parents returned home and so we had to stop. For the remaining evening we both acted like nothing had happend.
